Hope

Hey guys. It’s been a while.

Ugh, I hate sounding all mopey, but I’m not feeling awesome.

This year has been tough (duh) and I feel like I’m struggling to do anything fulfilling. Even though writing is one of my main sources of fulfillment and nothing about 2020 inhibited my writing process.

Except for despair, I guess?

The world has just felt pretty awful and lonely and sucky. I haven’t felt motivation to do something in months. And that thought makes me feel even worse because I know that you shouldn’t have to feel motivated to get stuff done. Maybe I feel like 2020 was a test of my mental strength and resilience and…I failed.

I could have pushed past those feelings of suckiness and done something I was proud of, but I didn’t.

And now I’m entering the new year feeling like I didn’t accomplish anything last year.

(Sigh.)

I dunno, I’m going to work with this.

But on the brighter side, a certain someone ended their time with a certain country yesterday, and THAT is very hopeful news.

I’m trying to focus on that. Better days ahead.

Published by Anne Taylor

Anne Taylor is a freelance writer who loves talking about mental health, wellness, and all things Disney. She resides in Spokane, WA with her dog Pepper and spends as much time in the sunshine as possible.

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